There are books that entertain you. There are books that move you. And then there are a select group of books that just plain rattle you. The last group has the likes of Gone Girl, Girl On The Train, and now, it has Before I Go To Sleep, S J Watson's extremely riveting if disturbing tale of a woman who has lost her memory. It has been made into a film too, but heavens, I do think the book is so much better.
The book is the story of Christine, a woman who loses her memory every time she goes to sleep. She therefore does not where she is when she wakes up and literally has to remember her own story before she gets the day underway - her memory stops several years ago and she has no idea that she has been married and if she has any offspring. Her husband helps her by keeping pictures of her past, so that she can come to grips with it, and every day has to remind her of who she is and the reason for her condition - an accident evidently. She does not even know what a mobile phone is.
But one day Christine gets a call from a psychiatrist who tells her that she has been consulting him. And he encourages her to try and get her memory back by writing down her experiences every day and seeing if they trigger off anything. What begins as therapy however turns into something akin to a nightmare as Christine discovers things that she had no idea happened and is besieged by questions. Did she have a child? Was she cheating on her husband? Why does her husband insist that there is no chance of her memory returning? Why does he hesitate in giving her the details of her accident?
Narrated in the form of a diary kept by Christine, Before I go to Sleep is quite a cocktail of mystery and suspense. You really do not know what is coming next as Christine stumbles around trying to discover her own life. Watson begins slowly but picks up speed midway and even though the denouement is not the most satisfying we have read, we were turning the pages over feverishly to find out what happens next. At slightly under four hundred pages, this is a two-three day read.
Pretty much a humdinger, in my opinion. A must-read for all those who love suspense. Just remember to take the rest of the day off once you start nearing the midway point. Because after that, you will not be able to tear yourself away. Click on the link below or image above to grab your copy from Amazon. If you love psychological thrillers, this is one book you miss at your peril.
The book is the story of Christine, a woman who loses her memory every time she goes to sleep. She therefore does not where she is when she wakes up and literally has to remember her own story before she gets the day underway - her memory stops several years ago and she has no idea that she has been married and if she has any offspring. Her husband helps her by keeping pictures of her past, so that she can come to grips with it, and every day has to remind her of who she is and the reason for her condition - an accident evidently. She does not even know what a mobile phone is.
But one day Christine gets a call from a psychiatrist who tells her that she has been consulting him. And he encourages her to try and get her memory back by writing down her experiences every day and seeing if they trigger off anything. What begins as therapy however turns into something akin to a nightmare as Christine discovers things that she had no idea happened and is besieged by questions. Did she have a child? Was she cheating on her husband? Why does her husband insist that there is no chance of her memory returning? Why does he hesitate in giving her the details of her accident?
Narrated in the form of a diary kept by Christine, Before I go to Sleep is quite a cocktail of mystery and suspense. You really do not know what is coming next as Christine stumbles around trying to discover her own life. Watson begins slowly but picks up speed midway and even though the denouement is not the most satisfying we have read, we were turning the pages over feverishly to find out what happens next. At slightly under four hundred pages, this is a two-three day read.
Pretty much a humdinger, in my opinion. A must-read for all those who love suspense. Just remember to take the rest of the day off once you start nearing the midway point. Because after that, you will not be able to tear yourself away. Click on the link below or image above to grab your copy from Amazon. If you love psychological thrillers, this is one book you miss at your peril.